it’s impressing to me to read what you say. It’s all true. When im reading this stuff i always remember situations where this all happened to me. i had a difficult time the last 1,5 years. since nearly 2 years im in an technical school. there are ONLY boys in my class. this kinda stopped my deployment/progression i terms of girls etc. . I got back to the AFC stadium. I don’t know why. before i came there, i had succes with woman all the time. they came up to ME. i didn’t have to do a lot to have woman in my life. but later when there were no girls to come up to me, my self confidence decreased and a got a little bit frustrated. some months ago i realized, that every man is the architect of his own fortune. and now i’m dating girls again and i’m happy.
i heard you saying that you were a computer programmer and not very succesfull with women. how did you get out the AFC-zone ?