Rusty
02-03-2007, 03:20 PM
Crazed
Be cool, Just be cool. You have to be yourself... just your best self. Remember be like Juggler; SOI, show genuine interest, make kino..... cant forget Kino. Polarize your masculinty, be the prize. Fuck Fuck, I'm thinking too much. I'm so outcome dependant. Shit I just gotta get out and be myself, she'll like me. She agreed to come. What happens if she doesnt come... dont think like that, remember the secret. I shouldnt go. But i have too, or else I'll never know.... its about time I get about of bed. Yawn, its 10am got a Day2 at 1pm.
So I arrive on scene Looking pretty damn prim. Its 10mins to arrival at the coffee house. She arrives on time. The awkward hello, no kino. Be cool man, your skin is thicker than this, be bold. I offer a drink, but only this special drink. She has it and enjoys it. We enjoy those awkward 5sec pauses that any dater knows about. But in general we have a conserved vibe. We both unspokenly agree to live in our shells.
I tell her to cancel plans, Because I have a supprise. She accepts. I take her on a photo Day2. Whats a photo day2 you ask; a day out where you just have a blast, bouncing from one place to another while taking pictures of you, her, people, scenes and both of you..... and then printing them later and looking at them over coffee (i'm gonna make a collage of all of these when i have enough). She accepts. (Expect pics in a few days)
Destination Lincoln Castle. I come out of my shell. She comes out of her shell. We both come, and theres a sense of new ease amongst us. This is good, this is gonna be okay, .... make kino, make kino.We vibe, we laugh..... still have the odd awkward moment. We enjoy taking photos. This is fun, much better than sitting behind the computer screen. This is real I am real, Behold the Golden Boi is real. Shit I'm being quiet. We chat some more.
HB9-'About all of this'
Rusty- 'You and I'
she nods
HB9-'What is it?'
Rusty- 'Two people out having fun. I just broke up with my LTR, i want fun'
HB9- 'hmmm'
Rusty- 'look i'm a social guy, if i meet someone i like, especially young attractive females then I will see them again, if something happens then great'
HB9- 'See thats the thing. Look your the best guy thats asked me out for a while.... and still i feel nothing.... i guess what i'm saying is.... i dont really like guys..... i want too, but i dont'
Rusty- 'wow, i had no idea. Hey i cant say i'm not dissapointed, your very attractive and I feel a cool rapport between you and I, but hell theres a million other women out there'
---- Fuck Fuck Fuck, I want her. This one, her.... I want her. Re-frame her... damn damn. Walk off, fuck her. No man, dont fuck her. Were all humans. Chill out. Your hormones own you.
HB9- 'wow, your the first guy to get it'
Rusty- 'Hey, no worries. I'm glad you was open. I'm not looking for anything serious anyway... its probally best if i stay away from girls for a few months actually.
----we both hug.
After this Dawson Creek buisness we get are shit together and get are asses down to buisness. We are posers... we are genius, are pictures are moments of beauty.Picture are taken. We vibe..... We have fun. This is it, this is what its all about. Connecting with another Human. Stories are nothing without people. We are the people, the authors untold tale... our stories lay in the mind of a few, just me and You.
We have the time off our lives. We just have a blast. Smiles beam across our faces. I sholdnt be happy, i just spent all week reading e-books on PU. I'm out come dependant...... i'm supposed to be weaker than this. But I enjoy it..... no 'result' but i enjoy it. We get some drinks. We get tippsy. We agree to meet next week.
The End
Maybe this Day2 report has no moral or meaning. Its more for personal reasons than anything.... an expression of myself to a fellow human. May it lay in your hands now. I'm no PUA, I'm another human, living the best he can, routine free..... just taking my chances laughing and making connections. I cant teach you grand philosophy, i cant teach you the game off life. One thing is for sure, I've made a really cool freind. This is I, these are my thoughts...... welcome to the crazed world of a Golden Boi.
Ps. Golden Boi is a name given too me at work for taking the piss and still being loved by customers and staff. Apparently I can do no wrong. Haha, bless there souls.
All the best
The Golden Boi
Rusty
Be cool, Just be cool. You have to be yourself... just your best self. Remember be like Juggler; SOI, show genuine interest, make kino..... cant forget Kino. Polarize your masculinty, be the prize. Fuck Fuck, I'm thinking too much. I'm so outcome dependant. Shit I just gotta get out and be myself, she'll like me. She agreed to come. What happens if she doesnt come... dont think like that, remember the secret. I shouldnt go. But i have too, or else I'll never know.... its about time I get about of bed. Yawn, its 10am got a Day2 at 1pm.
So I arrive on scene Looking pretty damn prim. Its 10mins to arrival at the coffee house. She arrives on time. The awkward hello, no kino. Be cool man, your skin is thicker than this, be bold. I offer a drink, but only this special drink. She has it and enjoys it. We enjoy those awkward 5sec pauses that any dater knows about. But in general we have a conserved vibe. We both unspokenly agree to live in our shells.
I tell her to cancel plans, Because I have a supprise. She accepts. I take her on a photo Day2. Whats a photo day2 you ask; a day out where you just have a blast, bouncing from one place to another while taking pictures of you, her, people, scenes and both of you..... and then printing them later and looking at them over coffee (i'm gonna make a collage of all of these when i have enough). She accepts. (Expect pics in a few days)
Destination Lincoln Castle. I come out of my shell. She comes out of her shell. We both come, and theres a sense of new ease amongst us. This is good, this is gonna be okay, .... make kino, make kino.We vibe, we laugh..... still have the odd awkward moment. We enjoy taking photos. This is fun, much better than sitting behind the computer screen. This is real I am real, Behold the Golden Boi is real. Shit I'm being quiet. We chat some more.
HB9-'About all of this'
Rusty- 'You and I'
she nods
HB9-'What is it?'
Rusty- 'Two people out having fun. I just broke up with my LTR, i want fun'
HB9- 'hmmm'
Rusty- 'look i'm a social guy, if i meet someone i like, especially young attractive females then I will see them again, if something happens then great'
HB9- 'See thats the thing. Look your the best guy thats asked me out for a while.... and still i feel nothing.... i guess what i'm saying is.... i dont really like guys..... i want too, but i dont'
Rusty- 'wow, i had no idea. Hey i cant say i'm not dissapointed, your very attractive and I feel a cool rapport between you and I, but hell theres a million other women out there'
---- Fuck Fuck Fuck, I want her. This one, her.... I want her. Re-frame her... damn damn. Walk off, fuck her. No man, dont fuck her. Were all humans. Chill out. Your hormones own you.
HB9- 'wow, your the first guy to get it'
Rusty- 'Hey, no worries. I'm glad you was open. I'm not looking for anything serious anyway... its probally best if i stay away from girls for a few months actually.
----we both hug.
After this Dawson Creek buisness we get are shit together and get are asses down to buisness. We are posers... we are genius, are pictures are moments of beauty.Picture are taken. We vibe..... We have fun. This is it, this is what its all about. Connecting with another Human. Stories are nothing without people. We are the people, the authors untold tale... our stories lay in the mind of a few, just me and You.
We have the time off our lives. We just have a blast. Smiles beam across our faces. I sholdnt be happy, i just spent all week reading e-books on PU. I'm out come dependant...... i'm supposed to be weaker than this. But I enjoy it..... no 'result' but i enjoy it. We get some drinks. We get tippsy. We agree to meet next week.
The End
Maybe this Day2 report has no moral or meaning. Its more for personal reasons than anything.... an expression of myself to a fellow human. May it lay in your hands now. I'm no PUA, I'm another human, living the best he can, routine free..... just taking my chances laughing and making connections. I cant teach you grand philosophy, i cant teach you the game off life. One thing is for sure, I've made a really cool freind. This is I, these are my thoughts...... welcome to the crazed world of a Golden Boi.
Ps. Golden Boi is a name given too me at work for taking the piss and still being loved by customers and staff. Apparently I can do no wrong. Haha, bless there souls.
All the best
The Golden Boi
Rusty