Big Papa
12-29-2008, 02:07 PM
Ok First about me..
Im a 22 Year old, male who has always been overweight, ive always been this way for the last year or so ive been working on myself, and have seen myself go from 450 lbs, to just over 350 lbs, ive never had a hard time with women, i just always seemed to get lucky, however, i have a son living with his mother and so on...
My current "Friend" is gorgeous, and a single mother, I met her one day asked for the number, she came out with me that same night, as i had left it open for such a thing, we saw each other every few days at first, until around two weeks in while we were partying we got into some foreplay and ended up having sex for several hours, She had lots of fun but ended the night abruptly around 2:00 am using her son as an excuse, i mad no real fuss, and she left to go check on him never returning upstairs, so i passed out on the couch, after that, we started seeing each other more regularly, and around a week later, we did this again at my house he woke up and we ended the night but instead both slept next to eachother with the little guy on the other side of her..
Since we've slept together on quite a few occasions, she always wants to talk about it, as she loves it, i however am not quite as open, but i started out making no bones about the fact that i was'nt looking to get involved and i fear now that i do... i think for the first time in my life im falling in love...
But she calls me every morning, when she gets to work, we usually do lunch, and she calls when she gets home, and invites me over,so i am usually at her house, her parents love me, they even bought me a birthday gift and christmas gift, she has met my family as well, and is talking about trying to get the two familys to have dinner at some point, she has told me her mom has said we should get married and such, but i dont know how she feels and i really really wanna know without trying to put a label on this relationship, when people are around we are just close as soon as were alone she is on me instantaneously, everytime, she has the next day off we are together usually ending up in the same bed, ive stayed at her house on several occasions and vise versa, everytime we get intimate, im left with hickeys all over my neck as if to show everyone around me that i just got lucky the night before,She constantly gets that googly stare at me, telling me im gorgeous, and once when i brought her flowers she made the comment next time it will be a ring? lmao, what ne how
How do i not seem weird in finding out how she feels about me, and what kinda things can i do to invoke more public displays of affection from her, i just dont know...
Im a 22 Year old, male who has always been overweight, ive always been this way for the last year or so ive been working on myself, and have seen myself go from 450 lbs, to just over 350 lbs, ive never had a hard time with women, i just always seemed to get lucky, however, i have a son living with his mother and so on...
My current "Friend" is gorgeous, and a single mother, I met her one day asked for the number, she came out with me that same night, as i had left it open for such a thing, we saw each other every few days at first, until around two weeks in while we were partying we got into some foreplay and ended up having sex for several hours, She had lots of fun but ended the night abruptly around 2:00 am using her son as an excuse, i mad no real fuss, and she left to go check on him never returning upstairs, so i passed out on the couch, after that, we started seeing each other more regularly, and around a week later, we did this again at my house he woke up and we ended the night but instead both slept next to eachother with the little guy on the other side of her..
Since we've slept together on quite a few occasions, she always wants to talk about it, as she loves it, i however am not quite as open, but i started out making no bones about the fact that i was'nt looking to get involved and i fear now that i do... i think for the first time in my life im falling in love...
But she calls me every morning, when she gets to work, we usually do lunch, and she calls when she gets home, and invites me over,so i am usually at her house, her parents love me, they even bought me a birthday gift and christmas gift, she has met my family as well, and is talking about trying to get the two familys to have dinner at some point, she has told me her mom has said we should get married and such, but i dont know how she feels and i really really wanna know without trying to put a label on this relationship, when people are around we are just close as soon as were alone she is on me instantaneously, everytime, she has the next day off we are together usually ending up in the same bed, ive stayed at her house on several occasions and vise versa, everytime we get intimate, im left with hickeys all over my neck as if to show everyone around me that i just got lucky the night before,She constantly gets that googly stare at me, telling me im gorgeous, and once when i brought her flowers she made the comment next time it will be a ring? lmao, what ne how
How do i not seem weird in finding out how she feels about me, and what kinda things can i do to invoke more public displays of affection from her, i just dont know...